heyy bloggerz! its been a long tym not blogging..
but dis tym i juz nk share ape yg i rase skrg nih n i hepy if anyone sudi dgr luahan haty nih~
yeahh , i dun know where i want to begin..
but now , i ngah serabut n pkir psal mcm2 -.-
hmmm.. dulu i mmg gurl yg nakal, suke bersosial but i know the limit
n i xkan wat mende2 yg haram..
biler msuk psal CINTA jea , tuh yg wat i lemah
sbb i tak suke pkir psal tuh n it mkes my mind serabut !
smpai satu mase ade one guy yg berjaye wat i fallin in love..
tp jodoh ktorg pendek kowt n tpkse break . after that ktorg dah x jmpe lngsung..
dat is my first love when i'm in skool..
lpas tuh i dah mlas nk pkir psal sume tuh n think bout my stdy
after abes skool n about 1 year later i rapat ngan sorg laki nih n dia berjaye wat hati nih trbuke smula
yeah i admit yg i mmg rmai kwn laki but doesnt mean yg i syg sume lbih dr kwn..
tp dia ikhlas sygkn i sepenuh aty n i terima dia
then tk lme lpas tuh ktorg putus sbb salah faham n trpkse terime kputusan tuh even pahit tuk ditelan..
biler dah dua kali jadi camtu , i tak pena salahkn takdir
maybe nih sume dah tersurat n i redha..
after that i susah nk percaye cinta..
yeah mmg ramai yg try to propose tp i xkan terime dgn easy
hati nih dah ckup terluke .. i try to mke me hepy always n tana pkir psal tuh lg..
i layan sume org same rate n x lebih juz a frend~
if anybody terase n i ade wat korang saket aty, i'm really2 sorry :(
i tana pkir psal sume tuh but dat thing always terbayang in my mind
many guys keep trying n trying to mke me fallin in love with them but...
i have to mke a right decision before accepting someone
sorry , if i'm not chose u.. maybe ade gurl laen yg lagi better dari i
n sorry again if i mke anybody hurt..
nowadays , when i'm started liking someone.. n i'm missing him..
i want him to be beside me always.. coz i started loving u..
after a few moment, u ignore me like a rubbish..
i try to be always beside u when u feel lonely..
why u mke me like dis? i'm crying when i thinking bout u..
i'm juz ordinary woman.. i want to love n be loved..
please dun make me hurt..
if hurt me mke u feel better, its oke..
mybe dis is my destiny.. i dah biase disakiti..
i redha dgn segale takdir n ketentuan Ilahi..
kerana aku seorang gadis biasa....
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